i dun like it...but i have too.

i sometimes drag myself to go to werk..maybe becos im not in the mood .
but i have to.. i have no choice...we cant afford to just have one working person in our marriage...

because we cant afford, i have to force myself....telling myself everyday that its ok to go to werk..all i wanna do is stay at home..

but when i dont werk, i am not able to enjoy my life animore..i will be solely dependant on husband..( which i don like the feeling at all).

so im trapped...this pregnant lady is trap... she gotta go to work even though she is reluctant...and part of her insist of staying at home..

how how how?