Friday, December 4, 2009

crucial decision...

its just my luck maybe, ive just started new job 3 weeks ago, and now ive found out that im pregnant..

Allah has granted me my wish...and as much as I love and really wanting this pregnancy, i want to keep my job as well( only because of money)..
i cant vision myself, only depending on my husband for $$ ultrasounds, checkups, etc..

but this new job is stressful, and I hate it when it haunts me even in bed.... it gives me stress.... and husband asked me to resign...( i wanted to resign too, but thinking twice when the topic $$ popped up).

sometimes,i wonder the stress of work is because i made it happen and worried too much, or the job is just plain tough n i cant cope rite now cos im still a greenhorn . many times i felt like crying, but i always put my negatives behind and only thinking positives... ( but it didnt help sumtimes when my colleague constantly saying she's gonna quit due to stress)...

how? how? how? what would you do if you were me....shud i wait 3 months and see if this job gonna work.. i hate this feeling.

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