why is it that when i am able to calm myself... i get all this pregnancy news again. im so sad..  

Mad and angry

Im so angry tonite.

Its 10 plus alreadi, he is still outside waiting for a freaking cab frm his bbq party at east coast. Oh my gawd..

I dun mind him going out.,but ingat2 sikit lah.. awak tu ketua keluarga.... so what, u wud rather let ur wife n child waiting for you ... than missing the fun at the bbq party..?

And one thing that flared me up in flames was that he didnt answer my calls the first time i called him ..
Having fun ke pe?u forgot u have a family isit?u wanna be a bachelor or single again???

And what made me sad ia bcos i tot wanna bed dance with him tonite...but he spoilt my mood..my emotions alreadi.

Arghhh,,fed up.