its been more than 2 weekz... im suffering frm spotting..brown bloodflow/diluted bloodflow. which seems to be never ending....
i badly want to see a gynae to put my kind to rest... but i cant... and i will live in fear till my next appointment in Jan 2014...
i cant see a gynae, cos we had little money to last till end month... :(
so now im just being hopeful that it will stop in 2-3 days more...
sumtimes there is a lil numbing pain on my tummy... but i couldnt differentiate if it is real pain or im just imagining the pain (after googling up too much).
and im hoping its just hormonal imbalance or sumthing...cos ive been having all sprts of supplements for ttc.
theres also a big guilt im carrying everyday, cos im not able to bed dance with my husband; who is afterall... a man.
if only we had savings in our hand... or perhaps insurance, i wont be in this state.
*crying out loud in my heart*
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